Disappearing

TW ! This is a more graphic piece that I wrote when I was deep in active addiction.

The Truth Bus

The cold hard facts…

Cause and effect
desperate actions cause for desperate measures
all behaviours have consequences
It’s fucking gravity…

Lit Cigarettes

This poem was written when i was truly in the depths of despair, mired very deep in my addiction and really struggling to see a way out!

In The Beginning

Suddenly it wasn’t the beginning anymore
There was weed and cigarettes and alcohol galore…

Glimpsing My Future

You are a giant caution sign on
The road I am sauntering down
with my drink in one hand and my dart in the other

Wilting

All the chicken soup
In the world
Could not breathe into me
New life