When you asked if I was ok
I should have told you
Simply, no
Simply, go
Away
From this place
My heart is not safe
in your hands.
They say god laughs
When you make plans.Â
I just don’t understand
How you cannot see
That The way you treated me
Was not okay.Â
I am not a fool !
For being someone
That loves hard and freely
Even when it so clearly
Was not matched.
I want you to know
That I am learning
That things aren’t black and white
Sometimes the wonderful things hurt you and the painful things make them right.
I want you to be bad
Because you hurt me,Â
More than I can ever say.Â
I cannot handle these shades of greyÂ
You did not betray me
Anymore
Then I betrayed myself.