I’d like to file a reportÂ
My sanity has disappeared
It seems to have packed its bags
And cleared out
Over night
Along with my will to live
It is a different thing
For me
To not give
a fuck
But I am learning
How to be
The me
I am now
Humans learn how to live
Without an arm
Or a leg
All the time
The loss I am feeling
Is occurring in my mind
But that doesn’t mean
That my quality of life
Should be lesser then yours
I will restore
The balance
Yet
I will profusely reject
Any kind of reality
That doesn’t reflect
The possibility
Of a sober, happy, motivated me.
