It was a part of me all alongÂ
I shut it out and walked away
But simply pretending
It didn’t exist didn’t make it disappear
And it found me again
It knew me and it wanted me
Wisps of smoke circling my body my legs my arms
K issing my scars
Tendrils curling around my heart and slowly filling up my lungs
My brains screams
For oxygen and my body chokes on
Thick grey desire
For more more more
Always more
M y fingers tremble now
They shake all the time
A reminder or sign
Of my impending demise.
