Losing you
Was one of the hardest things
I will ever know
Now I see that it was preparing
Me for one of the most pivotal moments
Of my existence
My resistance to change continues
To thwart my growth
With you
I was stuck but unable to let go
Frozen in place with fear of the unknown
I see SO many parallels between my love with you
And my addiction
Let me create a clear depictionÂ
No wishin’Â
on stars for me
Just blood sweat and tears
Is the reality
Of what waits in store.Â
What I learned from us?
That sometimes you have to hurt first, to heal
Trust – the process
Feel.
You were able to make that decision for us , then
With my addiction I am the ONLY one who can make the right choice
Now
