This poem was also written a few years ago and I ache for my all that was and I am so thankful for the love, compassion and grace I have been blessed by and allowed to experience.
There is hope in the darkest places.
For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a Future!
I cannot find the words
To say what I want to say
To set free this feeling boiling & frothing inside me
Desperate to escape!
Growing heavier with every hour
I am unable to find the words
That would fit like a key
To unlock this dark tangled mess
Living inside of me
I am unable to express
This d e s p e r a t e need to be loved
to be needed
to be wanted
to be comforted
Like a waterfall I want these feelings to come crashing out
To break to pieces on the rocks below
To turn to mist and disappear
Or maybe for me to just not exist